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This Is For You Who's Fighting A Battle

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This is for you who sinks into a pit that's hard to scrabble out of. Like the world is an inescapable darkness. This is for you who feels constant restlessness and worry, disappointment struck continuously and living is paralyzing. This is for you who feels like the light at the end of the tunnel is a solitary candle about to blow out at any moment. This is for you who's trying to become the person everyone wants, everyone needs. This is for you who's trying to heal alone the things you don't speak about. This is for you crying in silence, loosing your mind, asking for help but there was none. This is for you dancing in the rain, pretending like everything is okay even though you feel like dying. This is for you waking up every morning fighting the exact demons that left you so exhausted the night before. This is for you who feels like friends or family are out of reach so they will never understand the pain you feel and the constant struggle you fight everyday. Thi...

Things I Don't Say About Him 2 (Collection of Thoughts)

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Collection Part 1 : https://konsehella.blogspot.com/2021/08/things-i-dont-say-about-him-collection.html 11. I heard him heave a deep sigh. He was disappointed. He failed. It wasn't the desired outcome. And I was there, proud of him. Because even though he did not make it yet, I know he was doing his best.  12. He was alluring. Like a blooming flower under a sunrise. A calm wave in a vast sea. His beauty never gets old.  13. He's my sanity, when my mind's in chaos. 14. I'd always be fascinated with sunsets and sunrise. City lights and fireworks too. But none of them mattered when I am with him. He's my favorite, most favorite sight in the world. 15. He strummed the guitar, and smiled. He was lost in the music. Damn, how can he play like that and look so breathtaking? 16. His love was deep and awakening. There was something in him that made me believe in promises because I know that he will never break my heart. That despite the complexitie...