To My Best Friend Who's in Heaven
I really never thought the day would come that I have to live without you. That I would sit there in an open space alone, with my head up wondering if you're there watching me. What am I suppose to do? Am I really have to hold into your memories and move forward without you? These are just few questions I wanted to talk with you. Because you know what? I was never prepared for this moment, and no matter what I know I will never be. I wasn't ready to say goodbye to someone who had meant so much to me. I mean, who in the entire world is ever ready? I always remind myself that you are not meant here, you're meant to be with Him. You were too good for this world. But even though I've been telling this to myself plenty of times, it doesn't make me feel better. It doesn't make the pain less hurting. Because I wasn't prepared to wake up in the morning and feel the pang in my chest as I realized you were no longer in my life. I was never ready to face the wor...